Stay or what?

Like every other singaporean, life in this fast pace world is not easy at all....

Having a full time job that you dont enjoy, some have problems with bosses, some with colleagues.  Most work like a dog, the rest just simply find their jobs too boring.  I belong to the latter...

Since young, I do not have a specific goal. My aim is to complete my education asap, and be successful. I don't remember targeting a specific industry, but I know I'll be sitting in a office of my own, calling shots, dress nice and look great. Something like Jane Bingum in Drop Dead Diva. Except I dont see myself as a lawyer. I dont have that kind of memory.

As for now, customer service is simply damn boring! Well, at least my job is!

If I continue here, I cant see myself somewhere I want to be in the next five years!

I need a good idea for a business... I'm all rounded. I can manage time well. I can multi task. And I am disciplined. I'm puntual. I a creative. I am talented. Just not in the academic and enough to earn myself a living on streets way...

Today is an especially difficult day for me. I had a very rough night. I didn't slp well.  Had a bad breakfast. Lunch was in a rush. Like briyani within 5 minutes rush. It wasn't digested well. And after the movie (ilo ilo), I bought chee cheong fun and some dim sum. Was damn full half way through.  Yucky feeling in my tummy.

Throughout the whole day, I'm thinking of my business venture. I wonder if H is going to work in Singapore. I wonder if opening a pub in North will be feasible.  The amount of capital involved. I thought about tarts. Capital and involvement. 

I kept thinking. I'm mentally drained but physically uncomfortable.  I definitely need to work out the stress tmr during zumba.  Just that the instructor isn't so great. 40+ uncle who wore female pants. Urgh!

If I want to be successful.  I really need to start in the near future!

Problem is, I don't have something concrete. And I'm not sure if I've got the luck. Really....

God, I need strength.